so the other day i decided to show my brother how agile i am and thus, i spent the whole day kicking his ass. literally. you know the way soccer players do this really cool jumpy sort of kick behind them? like, they look behind and do this running kick (I DON'T FOLLOW SOCCER, CLEARLY) and i did just that to my brother, only that my target was his bum. fun. i'd never had that much fun in a long time.
okay anyways, i really, really, REALLY want to be an individual who cares for society and i guess the world too (all airconditioners i am in control of are set at 25 degrees celsius, Mother Earth) but HOW?
i'm always so amazed by people who set up such amazing websites/groups/organisations like PostSecret, Action Without Borders, To Write Love On Her Arms, Best Buddies International, etc. pretty inspirational and i want to be like them too. most of them are non-profit organisations and i think that, in itself, is really amazing.
and i have a lot more things to say about this but i'm hungry.
i watched Sydney White today: oh so predictable but oh so cute!
Sydney: Spanky looks like a kid who's just found out that there's no Santa Claus
George: There isn't?!
Sydney: Oh.. no I meant it like in a hypothetical situation... if there really was no Santa Claus.
George: Oh, okay!
HAHAHA DUMB COLLEGE KIDS!
i've been going crazy looking for this ad online. i watched this two days ago (but that was the hindi version; the voiceover was in hindi) and i have no idea why this ad just got stuck in my head. it made so much sense (plus, i love sahil shroff- the male model in the ad) and the concept was pretty cute.
AND it seems hundreds of other people agree with me! O.M.G.
this is good marketing. MKT1003, i will not fail you.
11 more days to go.
:(

1. what the HELL is that great white shark doing? SHARKS DON'T DANCE AROUND, MAN. THEY DON'T FREE WILLY.
2. matthew mcconaughey surfs there, a lot. the world just can't do without another goodlooking man.
3. ORLANDO BLOOM FREQUENTS THAT PLACE, AS WELL. i mean, my love of 5 years has to die a better death (that shall not occur for another 80 years)
i actually find that picture amusing. honestly, is that shark (great white) drunk?
life's been okay. uneventful yet stressful.
you know, i get whatever i ask my parents for. i asked for an ipod, i got it. i asked for a new laptop, i got it. i asked for shoes, clothes, bags, books, new bed, new table, new closet, etc. and i got everything. and 2 days ago, i asked for a new ipod (coz the new nano has FM!!) and i got it today. woohoo! so i was like "omg! i really get everything i ask for! okay, can i get a scooter?"
"NO! NOW STOP ASKING OR I'LL TAKE THE IPOD BA
:(
they just don't want simran riding around on a scooty pep+. why? WHY?
mum: i've only got one daughter, i cant let her die.
what.
Today, I shall attempt to type with proper punctuation & whatever.
Why is it that whenever people talk about Gossip Girl, it's always "I love Serena! Blair! Nate! CHUCK *SLOBBERSLOBBERGASPFAINTDIE*" but never Vanessa?
I love Vanessa. Totally. Can no one see how she's absolutely the most gorgeous person on the show? NO ONE? Okay, actually it's more 'I love Jessica Szohr' but, whatever. Same difference. (I never really understand this oxymoron but I'm just using it here because that's how it's supposed to be used.)
And, I can't understand how people find Chuck hot. He's NOT hot! He's ugly! UGLY. Okay, not ugly to the extent that it has to be capitalised but, you know, not goodlooking. Really. And, I hate the way he talks. It freaking freaks the freak out of me!
Am I abnormal? (Because I really do feel abnormal, being the only GG-watching female who doesn't like Chuck Bass, bad boy extraodinaire. Ewwwwwww.)
Jessica Szohr, people! Beauty beyond beautiful!
--
Second last day of recess week (I will not type recess week with a capital R and capital W because it doesn't deserve it). Midterms on Monday, Saturday and Monday. I've no idea whether to be happy or sad because of the looooong break between Management Science (which, I've decided, is actually a rather nice subject except when I don't know how to do 2 questions out of 11. That scenario lead to mini-hyperventilations & nonstop complaints on the 'stupid subject') and Managerial Economics (which I understand! After 6? 7? weeks! I understand it!).
After Monday, the 5th of October, I'm going shopping. Oh god, I can't believe I actually want to go shopping. I guess I'm not a shopping-hater anymore. I actually feel happy about it.
Now, off to do my Principles of Marketing assignment on Sakae Sushi, BMW, Aston Martin & Harley Davidson. Oh, how thrilling.
p.s. typing properly is so BORING. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahleycc
bye.
Saranya says:
OMG
MY DAD USED TO DO TT TOO
LOOK WAT HAPPENED TO MY NOSE
ITS ALL CUS OF HIM
TT I HV AN UGLY NOSE
hmph
arghhhhhh
wakfhdsiufoajoefhioshgiodsknfa
simran! soulscience says:
HAHAHAHAHA
hgbfnrhoiweawhmv, bkejhtrfvbwu?
Saranya says:
sdkjfkahsfkjdshkjfihj!
simran! soulscience says:
heknvge!!! VKHWXNMASDFKLAOMN!!!!
Saranya says:
DSDSOJGKASLMDKGNASIDGJSD?!?!?!?!!!???!!!
simran! soulscience says:
ehjv. keighwbnvw, hwkvh qyornxvmbown
Saranya says:
gjaeio??? vkdsngfvhgdirtsmfd. aisfjieh, agfiejgfisdkf!
simran! soulscience says:
bteipooncvx... nbwbkwzbolwnmm. MAVKIHW!
Saranya says:
kdsghjigtemsfkmvndxskjknm,fnsnfkghnekngi
simran! soulscience says:
(are we gg to continue doing this?) WJCMCLKCGMWOOOAVCIR!
Saranya says:
(i think we should stop..) WEIRJ. WAITUEI. MDIF.
simran! soulscience says:
(okay) BKWOG!
Saranya says:
(haha) halei!
that made me laugh so much, i don't even know why! so today, i had a long conversation with a dear friend of nearly 7 years. we talked about anxiety, about inner personalities and rediscovered our similarities. i realised that it's okay to be who i am and that i should really learn to trust people, especially my close & extremely loved friends.
despite all our arguments and non-verbal fights, i'll always love you pushpa. :) the fact that we can argue and fight and drive each other mad and still hold on to one another says a lot. i promise you'll be the first to be told of whatever's up in my head, once i've decided if i want to tell anyone. :)

i know she's a supermodel and has an amazing family and adorably cute kids but really, people, WHAT WAS SHE THINKING?
she looks horrendous! (not her face, everything BELOW her face)
couldn't resist putting it up here. that dress' seams are practically screaming. oh god, horrible.
not that i can do anything about it.
yesterday's ocs social night was pretty fun! to summarise,
1. nice location & brilliant weather.
2. nice guys! or people, actually. everyone was really well-dressed and polite and some were really funny.
3. this dude dropped a sausage into his date's drink HAHAHA
4. funny games that noone wanted to play but they played anyways
5. met serene! and charissa! and this girl from my literature tutorial. what a place to meet.
6. SOMEONE STOLE MY ROSE. i went to the toilet after dinner and in the toilet, there was this small table where all the girls in the cubicles had placed their purses and roses. so i put my rose (my very, very, very nice rose) on top of my clutch and went in and when i came out, SOMEONE HAD SHIFTED MY CLUTCH OUT OF IT'S O
7. watched funny videos of the officer cadets and laughed at subra's tear gas scene. OMG and the scene where all the guys had to say 'yo yo yo yo yo' and do crazy actions while wearing the tear gas masks was HILARIOUS. plus, i thought some of the training stuff was pretty cool.
7. had to go onstage to get the luckydraw prize. just the thing i didnt want to do but it was really funny haha.
8. long, long cab drive home.
so basically, it was really fun. :D
but really, heidi klum shouldn't have worn that dress.
WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK I'M LIKE MONICAAAAAA
i wanna be joey or chandler!
me: DID YOU ENTER MY ROOM? IT STINKS!
bro: i'm going to take that as a personal insult!
me: YOU'RE MEANT TO!
ah. sibling love.
Dear Cors,
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
Sincerely,
Me
ps. I WAS OUTBIDDED TWICE. ASS.
Video hosting is expensive. We need you to prove you're human.
Please click continue to video to prove you're not a robot. We mean no offense to any part robot part human entity bent on controling the world.
WHAT IS THIS?
i've heard a lot about bucket lists and then there was the movie with that same name and then i saw delle's lj and i was like whoa, that's pretty cool. so, i've decided to make my own bucket list! (i pray i actually do 90% of whatever's on my list).
1. own a beach house, on a beautiful beach/island.
2. learn to play the guitar.
3. go scuba diving.
4. go skydiving (i'll need to do this, while holding onto someone's hand)
5. learn how to surf.
6. after learning how to surf, surf in Hawaii.
7. act as a villain in a play, mini-movie, etc.
8. learn conversational spanish (i only know 1 to 10 in it, right now).
9. visit spain.
10. visit greece.
11. get into an actual fight with a male, my age or older, and win. and emerge unscathed.
12. get a tattoo on my hip.
13. go diving in a shipwreck!
14. visit a place, in the middle of a forest, where's there's a beautiful waterful and no signs of the modern world.
15. be gifted fire in a jar.
16. see an actual aurora bourealis :)
17. visit the Grand Canyon, stand on top and just shout whatever i want to.
18. visit the exact places where Lord of the Rings was shot.
19. usher in the new year at Times Square.
20. make my own clothes.
21. climb up the Statue of Liberty.
22. go on a roadtrip either in america, europe or australia.
23. busk for charity.
24. learn how to do mehndi.
25. direct a short film.
26. attend a film festival, like cannes or gold lion.
27. learn all the constellations (get someone to teach me, i'll sleep if i have to read about them)
28. paint an abstract mural.
29. learn how to make stained glass!
30. make a really funny podcast (spinster, spinster & spinster)
31. go on a cruise with friends.
32. write a song for someone, like Joseph Arthur's 'Honey & the Moon'.
33. learn to write my name in as many languages as possible.
34. find someone who looks like me (everyone in this world has an identical twin)
35. have my own talk show! :D
36. donate blood! i'm not allowed to yet.
37. to donate blood, GAIN WEIGHT!
38. work with rape victims.
more to be added :D
okay so we;re at vaishali's house, having a zobha sleepover since we arent able to meet up any other day or time. and it's really late and we're trying to keep awake, to finish making all the earrings. however, the sleepiness has caused to become dumber than usual.
moment #1
simran: do you want to listen to elvis presley?
*saranya & pushpa shake their heads*
*just then, Hound Dog plays and the twosome start dancing crazily*
moment #2
*at around 2.30, we decide to take a break and pushpa goes to the loo, while the 3 of us stand in the hall. as we're waiting/talking, we hear pushpa darling sing BOOMDIAHDA in the toilet!!!!*
moment #3
*then saranya goes to the toilet and then immediately comes back*
vaishali: what happened?
saranya: your parents woke up!
vaishali: really?
saranya: yeah
simran: what do you mean they woke up? they opened their eyes?
*saranya and vaishali laugh*
moment #4
*pushpa goes to the toilet or something and the 3 of us decide to hide to scare her -.- and we go to the laundry room. which has a glass door. and the moonlight's shining into the room. and we're HIDING there. our plan is that when pushpa finds us, we hide our faces.*
moment #5
*it's 3 am and everyone practically inebriated. vaishali's trying to explain something to us and we keep nodding, despite no understanding.*
saranya: i have no idea what you're saying.
simran: why dont you do it, since you actually know what you're saying?
saranya: yeah, you're smart!
simran: yeah you're the smartest of us all!
pushpa: *while trying to understand how the earring is being made* HUH? why liddat??!?! (and vaishali, indeed, is the smartest.)
moment #6
*i ask what we're going to use to create a particular earring and vaishali's trying to say 'jumpring'*
vaishali: j- *starts thinking what it is*
pushpa: jump-*also starts wondering what the thing is*
saranya: JUMPRING!!!!!
simran: OOOHHH!
(and this is despite the fact that we've used about a million of those jumprings, already)
i love stupidity, at times like this. right now, thriller's playing and everyone's going mad. COZ THIS IS THRILLERRRRRRRR, THRILLER NIGHT!!!
:D
I LOVE YOU, CHRISTINE TEO! :)
you make me feel like i have so much to be proud of and i'd like you to know that you're incredibly special! (and cute. please. you are so totally cute, okay.)
:D:D:D
anyways, dear all:
SAY HI TO MY SPANKIN' NEW LAPTOP! :) it's name is Hunk and it's a copperbrown sony vaio! I AM SO HAPPY i won't be getting disconnected by faulty wireless detectors anymore :)
on the 17th, i turned 19 and i was at usp camp. before camp, while i was packing for it, i was really sad that i'd be waking up to a new year at camp, away from my family and all. but the amount of fun i had at camp was astounding! it was seriously the best camp i've ever attended and let me just say this: i love athens and i KNOW that i'm going to love usp.
so i didnt really tell anyone at camp it was my birthday on friday, coz that'd be rather shameless. in fact, after waking up at 9am i almost forgot all about it! then i had to go hunting at pgp for my face wash, since i'd left it there the evening before. so my birthday morning was in slight tension and i had to skip breakfast coz i had to look for my darling face wash. after that, all the ogs had to assemble at central forum for a final cheering competition (which athens totally owned, just that we were that ownfully powerful). and then out of nowhere, the 2 ogl-emcees are like "okay we have to do another cheer, this one everyone knows but before that can simran from athens come up here?"
i nearly died.
i was shaking non-stop coz i was so embarrassed! but it was really sweet coz my og gave me a brownie and the whole camp sang me the song and all. but still. i was shaking for 2 minutes after that, heh. later at night was dinner with my family at margarita's at dempsey road. i got embarrassed there as well.
a few hrs before dinner...
dad: hi, i'm calling to reserve a table for dinner tonight.
dude: blahblahblah yes available blahblahblah
dad: i was also wondering if we could bring our own cake from outside as it's my daughter's birthday today.
dude: oh yes, sir, of course! we'll even sing her a song! how old is your daughter?
dad: sweet nineteen! ( last year, i was sweet 18, the year before sweet 17)
dude: oh then we'll dance with her too!
when my dad told me all that AT THE RESTAURANT, i was so mortified i was about to run. thankfully, all the margarita's people did was to sing a song that wasn't that loud but loud enough for others to look (boohoo) and then PHOTOS GALORE (boohoohoo) but still, it was really fun!
the next day, which was yesterday (the 18th) was a day i honestly will never forget. a day of deceit and lies and torture but it was soooo sweet. they really had me surprised with a surprise birthday party at my favouriteeeee bedok reservoir park, where brown leaves were aplenty, with my favourite people.
it's pretty amazing that despite whining for surprise for like 2 years, i still did get surprised. i LOVE you saranya, vaishali and pushpa. forever and EVER :)
so yes. i am blessed with a fab family, fab friends, fab presents, fab food, fab everything!
OH OH AND A FAB LAPTOP!!
1. i don't like oversensitive people.
2. but i don't like insensitive people either.
3. get over yourself, please :)
so yesterday, i went iceskating with the indians after a looooooooong time. apparently, i can iceskate but i just dont have sufficient confidence to iceskate on my own. so after an hour of holding onto the sides of the rink with vaishali, hasinah and sarah pulled me away (my heart nearly stopped) and gave me a semi-tutorial. then i grabbed onto ganesh and made him skate RIGHT NEXT TO ME (rather successful. i managed to skate 4 rounds without holding onto anyone!)
the funniest was when i had decided to finally get off the rink and sundar had been appointed my bodyguard, by me.
me: okay, i think i'm done now. thank you so much, sundar!
sundar: no problem.
me: okay, i'll go now.
(on the way to the side of the rink, which was like 2 metres away, i manage to convince myself that i'm losing balance and go AAAAAAAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH
(i hunch over and grab sundar's pants)
sundar: (after helping me regain my balance) yes, you're done.
even FUNNIER was plintolincon jena, who fell about 2098376537890987651180 times in extremely hilarious ways, like he was having fits or something or while trying to dance in rather disturbing ways!
sad was when i missed seeing subra at manraj's bbq by like 20 minutes. :( sorry subbie. BUT, i bought him a tshirt that says 'of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most' and he happens to like it, since it's quoted on his blog! :):):)
happy was getting my firstestest birthday present from 'michelle z BEST (:' at kallang mrt. i really love it zhuang :D it's right next to my bed!
so basically, yesterday was a really happy (but tiring) day. contentment.
i called hursh today to wish him. poor guy's puppy just passed away:
me: how did crash (the puppy) die?
hursh: he had worms in his stomach and he was losing too much blood. we got a new puppy yesterday!
me: oh, the same breed?
hursh: yeah, 5 weeks old. his name is cymbal.
me: shut up.
hursh: no, his name is cymbal!
haha he's crazy! he's a drummer so his first puppy was crash and now cymbals, both are some drum parts. my brother and i have decided to call our future dog wicket or stumps, since my brother is an obsessive cricketer HAHAHAHA.
me: you better shave your legs before you come here.
hursh: you wait, you'll get kicked out of your own house.
me: please, shave your legs before coming, i'll pull all your leg hairs off. muahaha.
union camp was SHIT.
i missed my music.
my room.
my fatty brother.
we still won an ipod shuffle each, so.
i'm in love with tumblr. it's really so simple and i guess, that's what i've wanted to do for a very long time. i'm always coming across amazing things on the net and now i actually i have a place to put it, EASILY. that's the key word.
I LOVE TUMBLR! tumblr and twitter are slowly taking over livejournal. thank god for plagiarismheaven or i would've totally ignored this by now.
i think as the days go by, i'm becoming more clear on what i want to do in life, which shall not be disclosed here in case of evil eyes and blahdiblah.
i pray usp camp is a billion times more fun than uc. i hope it's much more fun than the uc slumber party, which was actually pretty fun.
or maybe i'm just totally anal about how things should be carried out.
OH YES the only thing good that came out of union camp (besides thanking god everyday for having saran with me) was the cute indian ogl. very cute. very tall. VERY INDIAN! i'm going to love nus. hohoho.
i'm in love with that song. anyways:
1. i want to go on a roadtripin australia/newzealand/US/europe!! I REALLY DO! but seeing how my mother refuses to send me anywhere out of the country, alone, "without a responsible adult", i think i'll only be to do so once i start working or after i get married (and so my honeymoon will be a roadtrip.)
speaking of married, EVERYONE'S BEEN TALKING ABOUT MY MARRIAGE! not in the jokey way like "ha ha ha simran's husband is going to be such a poor soul!" or "oh man, i cant wait to see what you wear when you get married: gonna be funny!" it's the "simran's going to get married soon, we might as well spend as much time with her now before she leaves us *sniff*" and "we need to start looking for guys!" and "we need to start storing jewellery,etc. for her wedding!"
it's not my parents who're doing that, IT'S MY ENTIRE EXTENDED FAMILY! i have to keep reminding them like, hello i'm not even ninteen, i still need to get my degree and then a job and then go on that roadtrip or two.
forget family, FAMILY FRIENDS are talking about it too! OHMYGOODNESS WHAT THE HELL! thank god my parents arent like that. thank you thank you THANK YOU god.
the only good thing that's come out of all that is that when my mum goes jewellery shopping, i get to choose what she should buy coz ultimately, they'll all be mine ;) i love indian jewellery!
2. i want my new laptop NOW! 2 weeks too long!
3. my brother's sick :S we ate french fries on my parents' bed, while watching friends!
4. i love joey: oh mamma! oh daddy! i am a big ol' baddie! he's ideallllllllllllllllllll. funny, cute, adorable, funny, hilarious, goodlooking, nice hair, nice clothes, sufficiently intelligent (i'm trying to be as accommadating as i can be)
5. doesnt anyone else find ross incredibly annoying? his voice, his antics, everything irks me!
6. i like chandler too, actually.
7. aaah phoebe!
8. that reminds me, in india we went mad watching two and a half men, since entire seasons of it were downloaded on the pc! i love jake :)
9. my house is being repainted and slightly renovated and everyday, i see new people outside the door.
10. my tuition kid is a twerp! this is what he did:
his family and mine are really close and so, once we all went on a holiday to malaysia, a few months ago. now, he went on a holiday in june and while visiting his aunt, they were showing her their photos of the malaysia trip in their camera. so the kid, ekam, is sitting next to his aunt when she sees a photo of me and ekam in a room. i was combing my hair and he was sitting behind me, on the bed.
aunt: who's that?
ekam: my teacher
aunt: your teacher? what are you doing in your teacher's room?!
ekam: we went on a holiday together
aunt: you went on a holiday with your teacher, ALONE?!
(ekam says nothing)
(aunt starts wondering about what the HELL this kid has been up to)
honestly. what a twit. a really cute but annoying twit.
33 more days :S what have i DONE these 8 months?!
things to do:
-cycling with shreya
-manipedi with the awesome foursome
-zobha!
-prepare brain for re-education. gah.
the BEST trip ever. evereverever. i was really sad when we had to leave but oh well.
full of surprises, this trip. thoroughly enjoyable. i made new friends and discovered things like how i suck SO bad at tabletennis. my brother and hursh were LAUGHING at me. at least i was of some use: comic relief. :)
anyway i dont want to tell the world what my trip was about and where all i went and what i bought (many things, man.) blahblahblah BUT I MUST SAY THIS. i am not alone and that makes me feel so comforted. i am honestly not alone.
so, who else is scared about university? it's freaking me out! new people, new friends, new profs, new EVERYTHING.
ps. all you singaporeans should be grateful that we dont have water cuts and electricity cuts. in 42 degrees of blistering heat, THE ELECTRICITY GOES AND THE WATER STOPS.
"THE LIGHT'S BACK! QUICK! FAN! AIRCON! BRING ME COLD WATER! SWITCH ON THE TV! NO! THE TV'S MINE! GO AWAY!"
animalistic behaviour, i find it rather endearing.
okay so today i made my final, final, FINAL decision about university & about the battle that was waging between business and law, in my heart.
so, i guess law was an ego issue for me. you know how some people think law is so elite and so prestigious and selective? well, i thought so too. and now that my ego is extremely satisfied, i guess i can think clearly and without any bias or hurdles due to my own preconceived notions.
business has my heart, though law has my awe.
as my friends would know, i panic extremely easily. and so, i panicked when i was faced with the decision between business and law. i asked my parents what to do but they said 'do whatever you want to do', which i guess is extremely nice of them; that they're placing so much confidence in my decision-making abilities. i'm really thankful they arent pushing me into any particular course but want me to be accountable for my own decisions (then i cant blame anyone but me, sucks).
so, it's business for me. i'm extremely proud of myself for getting into law but yeah. one doesnt just accept whatever one gets, isnt it? ;)
anyhoooooooo, i'm off tomorrow night dear pals! i shall be contactable by email/facebook. forget me not and miss me not too much (what rubbish am i typing)!
anyways, my mother is in love with the son of some family friends and he loves her as much (like yes, i am not the real daughter, Mother Gill) and she always goes on and on and ON about that dude "he's so sweet! he's so cute! he's such a sweetheart/darling/ BLAHBLAHBLAH!" and i'm like ARGH! and his mum says that he goes on and on too: aunty is so nice! aunty is so funny! aunty is blahdiblah and she's been after my life about how i dont talk to him. so,
me: i spoke to *insert his name* yesterday.
mum: really? *HAPPYYYYY* what did you say?
me: i said bye
:) hey, at least i said something :D
i shall leave you all with another family conversation:
me: do you realise all my acceptance letters came on thursdays?
mum: really?
me: yeah! and i was born on a thursday too!!!!!!!
mum: are you sure?
me: YES!
dad: i was born on a thursday too
me: nobody cares, papa
dad: *sad face*
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
love to all (if you know i love you) :D:D:D